Romans 12:2

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is–his good, pleasing and perfect will.
-romans 12:12


ok, big confession here,
for a while, since Thursday, I've felt like God wanted me to go to Lyman, not TCS. In case you didn't know, I've been BEGGING my parents, doing everything possible, to get them to let me go to TCS for highschool. But last week, I've felt like I should be at Lyman. And the past few days I've been like, "no way, if God wants me there, He's gonna have to make me, no way He's getting me to take PE at Lyman, or deal with being a freshman, or anything like that". But at Summit on Sunday, Northland on Monday, I felt such guilt and conviction about where God wanted me to go to school that it took lots of convincing to get me to forget about what he wanted me to do and what I wanted. And tonight, as Rudy was talking, talking about if we were living in God's will for our life, I took the step and was like, I know what He wants from me, and I need to do it for Him, 'cus he's way more important than what I want, and He knows best. So, despite me not wanting to really, I'm going to tell my dad that I want to go to Lyman. I'm not too thrilled about it, but I'm definetly relieved. It feels like I've been lugging around a physical weight on my back and now it's gone, no way am I letting Satan put it back there, it feels too good with it gone.

~*!HAPPY!*~