Caro Mio Ben

I'm overall really stressed, but tonight is the 1st o2 of the year, my 1st real o2 ever actually. It should be fun, I get to see Tam, Matt, Allison, older highschoolers (my lugleaders), and the St Pete group.
Today in chorus I talked to this girl, Kat, she's like Natalie's twin! She's so much like her, haha. Nat isn't coming to o2 tonight:(, but she'll be there saturday for set-up crew, woohoo! Nat's bringing her lil bro, Kyle, he'll be in 6th grade, he's mentally retarded, but a really cool kid. He's pretty good at video games, beaten me a couple of times, haha.
I went to the mall last night to look for shoes, heard there was a sale, Warren came with me and my mom. After looking at shoes and rings in Dillard's, we bought some cards at Hallmark, which carries FreshInk cards-the best cards ever-.
I've been getting really stressed out from about 6pm-10pm every night lately. Last night I was hyperventilating and my dad walked by and didn't even say anything. I think I cried about 4 times in one hour last night, not including the 2 other times I had cried earlier that day. Stress is just not my thing, and 'cus I'm stressed, my gastroreflux is coming back, grr. I have to start taking Zantac or Prevacid soon, I need to tell my mom to buy it again.
I don't want to talk to my mom about stress though, not sure why. Maybe it's because when my back hurts, and I ask for a massage, she doesn't give very good massages. Just Kidding, that's not why. If I see Mrs Moyer tonight (jeff's mom), I'm going to ask if we can go out for coffee soon and talk. I like talking to her. Ms Julie is nice too, but she's Taryn's mom, maybe it's just 'cus she's a girl's mom, I think that's the reason I don't want to talk to Mrs Clifton about stress either.
I added a picture of the cover for my Biology project, and explanation of how to use a Compound Light Microscope, haha. It was very entertaining to make.