A River to Skate Away On

Tonight I went with Warren to hear Lisa Williams (a local Christian DJ on Z88.3) talk at Warren's church, it was fun. After Lisa talked, Warren and I said something aboutbeing graceful, I said something about me being graceful and he said I wasn't, then I said I could be if I wanted to, I took ballet and ballroom dance and stuff, and he said I couldn't be graceful even if I tried. WHY?! I can be graceful! I can be gorgeous and dress all sexy-ish or whatever! I could be anything! If I want to be graceful, I can be graceful! GRR!
After Lisa's thing, I went to Lyd's to hang out with the Sisters 'till 11, mom made me come home from the sleepover so I would sleep, meh.
Overall, I have a really bad feeling about school, just a bad mind-set I guess, I need to pray about it, it's so hard to deal with, I want to graduate early and just take the words in the quote at the bottom to heart, go away, not have to learn book stuff. You know those blue things in the book Martian Chronicles? I want to be like them, they broke free from their bodies and now are just lil blue orbs, part of nature but still them, they float and they're not cooped up inside a layer of skin (like me). When I get to heaven I'm excited about getting new "bodies", they're gonna be so awesome, I'm pretty sure I won't feel like how I feel now.

"Sometimes I wish I had a river I could skate away on"
-You've Got Mail

These carbon shells
These fragile dusty frames
House canvases of souls
-Switchfoot