And it began to look bright

I was looking through some old files on my computer tonight, deleting the old ones, when I came across one titled "idn", I didn't have a clue what it was, so I opened it. It was this, a song or poem, I wrote it last year, on August 24, 2003. No clue what I was thinking about, well, I have an idea, but I don't want to put it in writing in case it's not true. I used to write a lot of songs and poems, but they never were on my comp for more than week, I was afraid someone would find them. I don't know how this one escaped, but I'm glad it did, I wish some of the others had survived also. It's neat looking back and seeing that I actually could write if I really tried. I'll post it up here for you to read. Maybe someday, I'll show it to someone and they can modify it and and put a tune to it. It's kinda stupid, but oh well.

"I Just Don't Know"
by Me

Just as everything starts to get good
it all goes wrong
happens all the time
just a pattern of up and down
He doesn’t like her
they bombed us
why isn’t daddy coming back?
It all happens so quickly
in the blink of an eye
everything’s gone

That’s why I need You
To help me through all this
Do u try to keep ur sanity
To look like you're doing fine
What we really need is help
From someone who really loves

She thinks about him all the time
But he doesn’t appear that he cares
They go on with life,
Pretending not to be bothered
But on the inside they're filled with longing,
Do they really need each other
or is it You they want?
And they just cant seem to realize it
A Life's mission, sense of purpose, a need
A wanting of appreciation, love,
to know someone is watching out for you
That’s what I want, I don’t know about you