Argue With a Cause

A Note to Myself During Geometry:

I was reading my AR Book today, The Poisonwood Bible, and read this:
"I say these thing so he'll argue with me...I need him to insist that I'm useful and good."
'these things' are, to me, things like "no one cares", "I'm not pretty", "My voice is awful", "I hate my laugh", etc. For the character in the book it was somethign like "I'm a horrible wife, and I can't do anything right".
Like how today Warren wanted to (I think as a kind of joke) nominate me for homecoming court, I told "no, don't, no one will vote for me and I don't wanna have zero votes. But the only reason I said that is so he might insist on nominating me, 'cus I wanted to see my name on that board, it would be so cool, and it would probably never happen again. But he didn't, even after I told him I didn't think I would mind him nominating me ('cus I realised he's stupid and wouldn't put my name up there). He still didn't nominate me, I was a bit disspaointed.
So many guys just don't have a clue. )And I've been wanting someone to tell me that I'm pretty lately. I don't want to be called "hot", or "thin". Gorgeous, beautiful, etc, that would work. I think that quote rings so true, t's the reason I argue with people a lot, because I liked what they said, but I hear the opposite so much from the media, that I wante to hear it again (Also, to make sure they really believed it so that I know they're telling the truth. Do you get what I'm saying?


Whoa
Hey,
This is no talent show
And the floor is ready to go
I know you want to dance
So come on while we have a chance
Whoa........
-Cadet, Talent Show
^Just a guess: it's about life