Current Music:
Loser Like Me
-Sixpence None the Richer
I feel like my set-up crew friends don't like me. Whenever they do something fun, I seem to never be invited (except for Mason's birthday party).
Taryn the other day made Jordan's cake with Carolyn and Shope. Taryn and Carolyn are currently making "chickles" (chocolate covered pickles) for the o2 Turkey Cup Bake Off. Taryn made cookies for Andrew the other day for Andrew's birthday.
I guess I always had only 2 friends at LugROX really. Kristy and Taryn. Kristy isn't really in set up crew that much, and Taryn just gets so much attention and she's always doing fun things. Even when I AM with her, I never seem to be able to have fun, I'm just boring and don't know how to fun anymore; I don't know how to be silly/not serious. I feel old, like no one wants to around me. And I feel fat, like no guy would ever like me. Why should they though? I mean, I'm not fun or crazy and I'm not that pretty.
Every time I look for you
you're there, you're there
But never for me
No, not for me
I look around this empty place
for you, for you
And you're not waiting
And never will be
'Cus you're, oh, free
Too free to be held down
held down by one like me
Going on, in your perfect ways
Looking back? oh no.
Leaving me behind
Imagine what could have been
What could have been
About Me
- Kiwi
- I am the kind of person who washes and re-uses plastic baggies and tin foil, but will fall in love with and spend an exorbitant amount on a beautiful dress. And yes, I cry at Jif Peanut Butter ads every time.
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~_*Another Song that's Not My Own *_~
Ever feel trapped
In a world all your own
Inside your head
No one knows it, but it's there
To be free from the thoughts that rack my head
Day in and Day out
They stay there
My head, a captive in its own
Speaking louder than words
Leave me be
Above, behind my ears
Feel them going through
Though they speaker louder than words
Speaking no louder than actions
Overcoming, day by day
Not on my own
It's all in my head
No one's coming to get me
Is it paranoia approaching fast
Trapped in this carbon skin
something deeper lives
eternal, everlasting
Though they still speak louder than words
Speaking no louder than actions
Overcoming, day by day
Not on my own
With help
Because I need help to get by
Merely getting by is no goal
And living fully seems a priviledge
MEET ME HERE
Won't you come
Down this merry lane
To visit me when we finally meet
I've been wating for you
Hope you're still holding out
for me, if nothing else
Don't be a sell out for a lie
A an un-truth to be told
It's not just a game, it's a show
Everyone's watching you
Young and old, who could know
Don't be mis-led
Happines isn't made that way
Only feelings that never stay
So come and find me
I'll be waiting, for you
You and Him are all I need
For you're the one He made for me
Wonder if you're still holding out
Hope you are for me, if nothing else
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