Amy Elizabeth

So Candlelight at Disney is kinda boring, especially 'cus I don't have many friends in chorus. I mean, I have friends in chorus, but they don't wanna hang out with me if we're not actually in the chorus class, ya know? They'd rather hang out with their other friends (the ones who are immature and sex-obsessed). Lately I've been feeling like I actually know who I am; I guess I neverrealized before that I had a sense of unknowing that was constantly surrounding me. I think it's because I never knew any different. So for a few weeks I've actually felt like I have a purpose and I know who I am and what I'm about. The feeling's kinda fading away though:(.

I feel a lot more mature and older than a lot of people at my school, especially the girls in chorus. Meghan Lamberth is back in town (from UF) for xmas, she drove me home from LugROX Saturday night, she said I was one of the most mature freshmen she knows (Kayla and Lauren are the other two). I really want to either be a singer (pro) or open my own B&B or open a cafe/sweets shop (like starbucks; 'cept with emphasis on the sweets/cookies/cakes instead of coffee. If I open a business, I'm gonna go to the Rosen School of Hospitality Management at UCF.

So I forgot my hw for English today,grr. She didn't tell us about it! While we had AR (reading time), she wrote it on the board and didn't tell us about it! AND SHE DIDN'T WRITE IT ON THE HW BOARD! Oh no, she wrote it on the other board that has no name. Gr, HW is supposed to go on the HW board...

For lunch today I'm meeting Ms Leininger (chorus teacher) and she's going to help me with motions and stage presence for the chorus concert-which is btw, 2 days away! I'm not really nervous though, just a bit anxious; I wanna get it over with.

I'm currently trying to eat 1,000-1,400 calories a day. Yesterday I did fine with aproximately 1,380 calories:).
For Christmas I'm giving everyone a small tin of chocolate covered pretzels (made by me) and my homemade Christmas CD. I curretly have Some Children See Him, Winter Wonderland, Christmas Song, and Danza Danza on it. On the 20th/21st I will finish the last 2 songs, Oh Holy Night and Do You Hear What I Hear?. Amy Sax and I went down to Park Avenue and took pictures for the CD cover last Thursday, they turned out very nicely.

~*Michelle Branch*~
I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.