Vulnerability

I've been talking to Warren and my mom lately about "stuff" ("stuff" meaning my feelings during my very recent and might-be-current identity crisis that has to do with Taryn). I feel very vulnerable and defensive after I talk to them though. Idn if it;s because I'm opening myself up to them or what, but i don't act like that or get that feeling when I talk to Tamra about things like that.

I love Tamra, which is why I'm so bothered by the fact that her mother's 2nd might-have-been fiance has left them (tam, tanya, and jess). Tam says it feels horrible, like her dad has died all over again. I brought some Ben and jerry's icecream over to them tonight (Chunky Monkey, Phish Phood, and Everything But The...). Tanya (the mom) looked as if she had been crying a lot and Tam and Jess didn't look much better. I do so love them, and I don't know why God would let them go through this (again), but I know He has a plan, somehow; though it's kinda hard to see the plan working for their good right now.