Easy Street

I've become a drama freak.
Not as in the acting drama, but the "I'm going to die in 2 days and you're leaving the country tonight" kind of drama.
Went to visit my grandma in the hospital today. Picked out a dress for her funeral with Warren yesterday (and Lindsey). She has a kind of pneumonia that only plants get; her immune system is so down that she got the plant kind. I was supposed to watch The Notebook with her tomorrow, we planned it Sunday, but now we can't:-(. I even asked the nurse if there was anyway they could hook up a DVD player in her room.

*whenever I tell someone what's going on my life and with my emotions, I feel like I'm giving them a peice of me. I feel that way so much that the more I talk about the feelings, the emptier I feel. I begin to feel hollow. I really need to stop talking about myself. (I feel very hollow right now and I've been talking to my mom, Warren, and Shope a lot about how my life is going.*

But I can always talk to Adam about things without feeling empty:-). I do so love Adam (as a friend, of course).