Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Physcial Person

ok, so Warren definetly has more feelings for me than I do for him. I don't like him enough to go out with him even if he didn't have his reputation. He said tonight he's liked me for 3 weeks. Hasn't he ever heard of not asking someone out until he's absolutely sure? I don't even tell anyone I like a guy until I've liked the guy for atleast 2 months (usually).
Let's face it, Warren has a bad reputation for dating. He's dated sooo many girls. They all despise him and see him as a player. Which he kind of is. When he has feelings for a girl he just decides to ask her out. I don't want to be on the list of his countless ex-gf's. I'd feel ashamed, embarassed, foolish etc.
Also, kids are so into labeling gf/bf these days, can't 2 kids just be close friends?!
I think that when Warren started hugging me and stuff I didn't even think about it because I'm just such a physical person. I mean, lying on the couch next to him while watching Aladdin last night was no big deal to me 'cus I'm just a physical person and don't see it as even other girls would. I would do that with Jeff, Mason, Adam(already have), Ben, any of them if they let me just 'cus that's the way I am. Thankgoodness most of them don't, otherwise I might be viewed as a "virgin slut", haha.
I need to be more careful about how I am physcially towards guy; I might wind up really hurt if I don't sometime. Warren seems to think my feelings for him are as strong as his for me, but they aren't. And his likes/dislikes of girls are so volatile, you never know how quickly they change. Warren is just not a good guy to date currently (no matter who the girl is), he never has been really. Warren seems to think my feelings for him are as strong as his for me, but they aren't. And his likes/dislikes of girls are so volatile, you never know how quickly they change. Warren is just not a good guy to date currently (no matter who the girl is), he never has been really.

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