You're all I need

So derek moved in. It's weird. He's a starwars freak and doesnt stop playing viedo games. The opposite of me (besides the fact that he's a he).
Senny is over currently, sitting right next to me:), I love Senny. Carolyn and Warren are in Derek's room playing Halo, I also heart Carolyn.
I have Solo Ensemble tomorrow for singing and don't have a piano person. I so don't want to go.
So I'm totally missing Adam and also wishing I had a bf/fiance/husband (any of them would be fine, but a husband would be preferred).
My mom and I have been becoming a lot closer lately. We both feel kinda dis-connected from my dad. Ok, so my mom feels REALLY ignored and I just feel slightly ignored. He might go on a "father/son" bonding trip with Derek. I might get mad if he does; he doesn't even let me go on his motorcycle with him. So mom and I have been on a lot of late-night drives (we rant during them). We always take the jeep; it has XM Radio:-).
I go to Toronto in less than 40 days, hooray. Adam is probably gonna come down in July, I'm totally phsyched. I'm gonna get Adam to watch AWTR with me.
Amy Sax and I might go on a girls' weekend in North Carolina (The Blue Ridge Mtns) and camp one night. It should be fun. We expect to go in April.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO ADAM! (Feb 13!)
For Valentine's Day my mom wanted to have a red dinner. She invited Lindsey over (derek's gf) and warren. My mom needs to understand that Warren doesn't like me and I don't like him (like as in, bf/gf).
I'm way tired and never get enough sleep. Blah.

P.S.
I want to start going to a gym, or jazzercise, or something.