Me Upset = Me+AWTR

As I type this I'm watching A Wallk to Remember. My mom is so stressed and freaked out about her relationship with my dad. As you know (i think), they haven;t been getting along well for the past few years. But now my dad has just said thAt he wants to get his 4th car (4th car over a span of 3 years...). at 1st he said that he would sell his motorcycle to try to compensate for paying for it (we had a cherokee, grand cherokee, and liberty, and now this car) by selling his motorcycle. But yesterday he decided that he didn't want to sell his motorcycle and would instead use the money he had budgeted for my 16th birthday present, MY CAR. I'm so ticked, now I have to buy a cheap stupid car by myself. And my mom is so annoyed at my dad that she's always yelling at me. My mom has always been mad at my dad because he was never home at night (he was always off at the gym, a meeting, or a guy-get-together), so now that he's spending time at home (he is making an effort), he's mad 'cus she's never home 'cus she's driving me places 4 out of 7 nights a week. So now my mom's trying to make herself feel better by yelling at me every other day about how I need to give up something like youthgroup or piano and how it's my fault that she's never home and that it's my fault that dad's mad 'cus I'm never home.My mom and dad want to kick Derek out because Mary is so mad that he's here. She is a prob, but I mean, she's a "problem child", she's on meds to make her nice for peter's sake! She says she feels that they love derek more than her and that he's treated better than her.I don't think they should kick him out; it's not his fault Mary has problems. But my dad hates anything that isn't exactly how he wants it, and he hates dealing with mary and I when we're not happy (not that I mind Derek).My mom is always saying under her breath "if it weren't for you kids, I'd leave brock so fast..." and "I hate this, I hate the house, the mess, the cooking and cleaning up after you..." and "she's such a pain to raise" (about my sis, the pain to raise one).