Does it ever happen to you, that you'll be in a weird state of mind, almost not concious, and you won't feel like yourself? Like, you'll just be sitting there, but you'll feel just not part of your body. And the thought crosses your mind, "what am I doing here? I'm living a life as person named Amy..."
It feels like you're that lil green martian guy in cartoons that sits in the robot's head and controls him. Like, you're just in your body and that it's not permanent. It's a weird feeling. It's weird and unsettling because it's that rare moment when your soul disconnects from your life and looks at things from an eternal view.
It's frightening somtimes, but it's good when it happens. It feels good to know that for a second, you truly understood the whole spirit/eternity/earth being temporary.


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