Tonight at o2, I felt so convicted.
I have forgotten how to have a relationship with God, I forgot that is what it takes to be a Christian.
It's not about trying to be good and acting how a Christian should act, it's about God, and relying on him.
Whenever I have a problem, I go to C.S. Lewis or the Jesus Freaks books; I need to learn to go to God and the Bible, not a Christian book written by a fellow sinner. Those books are good and all, but not what I need.
Man, I really need to get back on track. But I'm not going to force it on me. I'm going to ask God and rely on Him. It's so hard!
I just really feel that God/Jesus has become a check list of do's, don'ts, and quiet times (and that is now how it is supposed to be!).
About Me
- Kiwi
- I am the kind of person who washes and re-uses plastic baggies and tin foil, but will fall in love with and spend an exorbitant amount on a beautiful dress. And yes, I cry at Jif Peanut Butter ads every time.
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