'Cus Your Secrets Are Never Safe

Boys are a pain.
When I found out that I had like 6 hours to wait till I went to cornerstone, I decided I would look up my crush's myspace (even if I don't have a myspace). It made me want a boyfriend so bad. So pretty much, today is just a self-pity today. I watched R+J and felt sorry for myself.
When will I meet him? I want to know. I want someone dangerous. Someone Christian, but just scary enough so that he has a bad-boy air about him. Someone who I'll never quite know what he'll do next. Someone who, just when I think I have him all figured out, he surprises me and does the complete opposite of what I'd expect.
I love the scene in R+J when they're about to sleep together and Romeo has recently killed Tybalt. Juliet looks at Romeo's wounds and knows she's taking a risk 'cus of who he is, but loves Romeo for it. Don't get me wrong, I don't want my husband to go killing people, but there's just something about going back to the "old days" where men had the role of protecting and women had the role of raising a family and being loving.
-Jack is gonna meet me at Cornerstone, or I might go with him, at 6 after his basketball practice. I think I'm gonna give Ben and Matt Travers mine and Alex Kent's tickets for tomorrow. Otherwise, they won't get to go to cornerstone- and I don't think I'll like it anyway. If I do like Cornerstone, I'll just go with Ben (I haven't told Matt he might get a ticket). *UPDATE, 2:00AM 5-14: Ben's not going tomorrow; Matt, Jack, and I are gonna try to go around 5pm.
Wondering who my crush is? Ha, you might find out later, but not now.
I'll give you a hint: He's the super tall and ppl mistake him for a sophmore often.
Didn't figure it out? More clues to come.