Lie About Your Dreams

I'm so ready for summer. Summer means no worries, no homework, no school drama/gossip, no time with my family, and NO DEREK!He's moving out the day after school ends. Thankgoodness. He ticks me off so much. He "missed the bus" atleast once a week. It's 'cus he stays up till 1am on the phone with his gf everynight and has to wake up at 5am. He's such a nerd/dork/he just annoys the heck out of me if he's within a 1 mile radius of me.Also, my mom and I haven't been on good terms lately. We've been snapping at each other for stupid things like not understand each other's mumbling.I just downloaded the dashboard confessional CD tonight (A mark, a mission, a brand, a scar). It's "good" (it suits it) for my mood.I was totally supposed to skip school with my friend and go to this cornerstone festival ( www.cornerstoneflorida.com ). He backed out last minute and now I'm not going 'till 6pm tonight- It didn't help my mood.Today was my skip day that I took. I get one random, not travel-related skip day. And Derek missed the stupid bus on MY skip day! He totally ruined it! I wanted to watch a movie (Romeo+Juliet). He totally ruined it with his stupid Star Wars game. He freaking bought star wards figurines. AAAAGGHH!I have a research paper due for chorus on Gregorian Chant (a boring kind of music).*In case you haven't noticed, I'm in a "I hate the world and everything in it" mood. I said "pissed off" for the 1st time today. My mom was telling Derek, "I'm not exactly thrilled with the fact that you missed the bus today" and I said in a ticked voice "In case you don't understand, my mom's pissed off". It's such an ugly word, I don't wanna use it ever again, but it just seemed to fit my anger that was penned up inside. I can't wait 'till he moves out. 12 more days 'till he leaves.
I wish you were here,kiwi