

Remember Senny?
I'm not really sure I talked about her much...
Well, anyways, at o2 on Wednesday we broke up into groups of 3-5 and took the whole time and just prayed together about topics that Shope would give us. It was really nice.
I saw Senny afterwards and I realized she wasn't a Christian and said something like "I'm so sorry if that made you feel really weird, I hope you're ok." She looked at me and started crying a lil and I gave her a hug, then she stopped crying and looked normal.
I didn't think much of it till later that night when we were talking on AIM. We started talking about religion and I asked her about it. Somehow we got to the point where she said she's been thinking about God a lot lately and wants to become a Christian but didn't feel ready. After a long roundabout conversation and me explaining that you don't need to know ANYTHING about the Bible to be a Christian except that "Jesus is the way and the truth", I asked her to call me and we prayed "the sinner's prayer" together.
Senny is so amazing. Her mom is budhist and I'm not sure what her dad is. She's had some really bad experiences with religion (like when she was 8, having to meditate for 30 minutes everyday). God is so amazing.
Do you remember how I did NOT want to go to Lyman, but God was calling me there? Or when I was having a hard time 1st semester last year (freshmanyear)? And how at Christmas Camp I started sobbing during that one song New Year's Eve 'cus I could just feel that God was telling me "you're going through this for a reason"? -Well, I think Senny was one of the many reasons.
Lord, I love You so much! And I know that probly even tomorrow, once again, I will sin against You, but You forgive me somehow. I don't know how You do it, but I'm glad You do. Thank you so much for your patience and your love.
*Your love is amazing
Steady and unchanging
Your love is a mountain firm beneath my feet*
*Your love is a mystery
How you gently lift me
I can feel this God-song rising up in me*


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