I Miss Christopher Shope.

I miss him badly. So badly that he doesn't leave 'till tomorrow morning and I'm already crying.
I should be at his going away party but I somehow convinced myself that I needed sleep and Adam needed me to talk to.

It made me so mad when I got in the car and told my mom that I was giving up Chris' goodbye party to go home and sleep and she said "I'm proud of you, that was a wise decision." I wanted to punch her or something.

I don't want Shope to leave. I want him to stay here. But I guess I'll never appreciate him to the fullest unless he leaves... But after college, he'll get a job far away. I'll never have to see any time I want again.

We (like 30 northland kids) went to see RedEye with Chris 'cus he likes thrillers/suspense/scary movies. It was nice. I sat next to Marr Travers and Alex Taylor. Before that Chris and James Lee had tried to visit Taryn and I (and Warren and Kaley) at lunch at Lyman, but I guess that's illegal, 'cus the front desk wouldn't let them. Stupid front desk. Shope took us (senny, taryn, and I) to Amicci's after school to make up for it and Matt T. joined us (just like he joined lauren and I for running yesterday, but he skateboarded).