Thursday, September 22, 2005

It's a Love/Hate N-land.

Is northland taking over my life?
Am I becoming too satisfied?
Is my comfortability at Northland hindering?
Is being part of the "core" group too much?
Does it stagnate me form the world?
Do I get a big head from it?
Am I really living it?
It's a big church, how do I know?
Am I just going through the motions because N-land gives me an oppurtuinity to do so?
Am I using it as an excuse not to really get out there?
Am I leaning on it to give me oppurtunities to serve and to challenge me 'cus I'm too lazy to do so myself?
I feel like I'm using it as a crutch or something.
Not sure what I'm getting at really.

Am I following my dream of a husband instead of God?

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