Sometimes I wish boys would fall of the face of the earth.
My mom always looks down on my friends who date.
ie: "They're som immature"
"If only they knew how naive they look -dating in highschool..."
"If only they would wait till they can actually have a serious relationship"
And then within the hour she'll say something like:
"I like him, you should hang out with him more"
"I approve of him! Go out with him anytime"
"I'd love to see you and him together more often. Should i invite him for a movie?"
But then she'll see my friends and say:"ugh, dating so young is so foolish, I can't believe those two are. I thought they were more responsible"I feel that she's dissapointed in me because I don't date (or atleast, she wants me to date), but then I feel she'll think I'm stupid if i do date.
I asked her once about it and I think she tries to make me feel better (because I am not dating) by putting down my friends who are. She didn't say that, but I got that feeling.
I know I need to be like "i don't care what she thinks" and do my own thing. Too bad I can't test it. No one likes me in that way....I feel like no one ever will, grrr. No one has yet.
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