Monday, January 23, 2006

Adam, What Happened?

I feel like Adam thinks of me as a dumb moron living on lies of a politically funded church/religion. As if he looks down on me because I've supposedly fallen prey to someone's greedy ambitions and instead I call it "truth", "faith", "love".

It's like he thinks he's smarter than me or above me because He doesn't (he feels this way) need a book to tell him that there is a God that made him, not to worry because there is someone higher than him who is in control, and that there is actually something after this life.

Well, that's not how I feel about my relationship with Christ, but I do believe that's how views it. Gah. I wish I could just smash it into him. But I can't. -Lord, sometimes I hate loving.

-I'm going to tell him what I think...let's see how this turns out....ehhhh

Adam: I'm really sorry I make you feel that. I've been afraid I have... I just haven't known how to tell you how I feel...

-Well, there you have it, my assumptions were correct. I love him (friend-love) and, oh bother....

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