The Dating Thing

Senny and I had a long conversation ayer about Charlie. She helped me realize that Taryn is worth more than Charlie, Charlie's a lil too immature for me, and that I'm much better suited for a guy like Mason or Robert. Also, I was kinda hoping -because Charlie's such a sweet guy- that I would just... grow into feelings for him. But that isn't happening.

Taryn's so stubborn that she would never feel differently about the situation with charlie and I (she thinks I'll break his heart) and some other kids from their Kung Fu school feel the same way. I'm tired of people ganging up on me like that. Charlie's not worth it. Only one person in Charlie's whole family has graduated from college -that's not what I want to be getting involved with. 'Cus as I've found out, when you date a Beck, that really means you're getting the whole Beck family. I love the Becks, but there's just a problem when no one else (a lot of my friends) don't want me to.

I'm gonna start backing off: no late nights, no alone-time, just group outings. Maybe Charlie and I will take Tristan and Harley to a movie -that would be fun. But other than the movie, not much.