Dilemmas

DoulosGurl46: hi
livin4Him125: AMY!
livin4Him125: hi
livin4Him125: whats up
DoulosGurl46: i feel confused
livin4Him125: thats not always a good feeling
livin4Him125: whats wrong
DoulosGurl46: well, at the end of 8th grade I totally had an experience like Jonah (the one with the whale), where I didn't want to go to Lyman and did everything possible not to go, but I felt God telling me to go. I finally gave in after weeks of fighting with God and have never regretted it.
livin4Him125: ok...i'm personally extremely, no like crazy excited you came to lyman so i could meet you
livin4Him125: but whats the delima
DoulosGurl46: so I'm really feeling that again. But this time instead of going to Lyman, I feel like i should go to Furman University.
DoulosGurl46: Like, I totally want to go to Lyman, but I keep feeling like I really need to go to Furman.
DoulosGurl46: I've talked about with Mrs Munizzi, this amazing, Godly woman at my church, and she really feels that I need to apply to Furman and just obey God (I didn't even tell her I felt like He wanted me to, she came up with that on her own, all I told her way that I was thinking about Early Admission)
DoulosGurl46: But I called Furman today and they say that you HAVE to graduate Highschool.
DoulosGurl46: However, I did ask the admissions lady about the 18 credit deal and she said that that was acceptable.
DoulosGurl46: an 18 credit option? Is this really what God wants me to do? Am I just making it up in my head that He wants me to?