Innocence

There are so many thoughts swimming in my head at this moment. I don't think I possess the means to express them, but I shall attempt to do so anyway.

Just listened to Bradley Hathaway's Boobie Poem, and it made me feel a bit better.
I talked to Robert yesterday and he said as a side note in our conversation that I'm so innocent it's cute. I also talked to Alex Taylor yesterday about dating and he said that he thinks maybe why I've never had a really serious crush/relationship is 'cus I'm so tender, as in, my emotions, and that I'm very impressionable and innocent.
I like being innocent, if that's what they want to call it, but if all it gets me is "cute", it's kind of depressing.
If Bradley Hathaway is 23 and he's made it though, I can do it too.
I've been told being innocent/naiive is a good thing. I'm glad I haven't been completely jaded, but come on, I'm 16, it'd be sad if I were already jaded.
I really want a tattoo.
I also really want a "bestfriend". Someone I can call and talk to and feel secure with -no matter where I am, no matter what time it is. Maybe I should be focusing on my relationship with God instead hoping for a person to fill that void and always be there for me...