Crying Alone

I can't go to Adam's because my parents "don't know his parents" and "they're having marital problems". They so freakin' are not having marital probs that are bad, they MIGHT get separated, nothing more! I HATE them right now, I've cried 2 nights in a row because of this. I was so excited, I thought I was gonna actually get to go. How stupid of me to actually think my parents would trust me. I can't even go see the Toronto kids, they're excuse? "They're only 20..." I absolutly can't stand them! I want to live at the Moyers. Even if the Moyers wouldn't let me go, they wouldn't have told me I could go and let me believe that and then, after I get all excited and tell everyone, and then tell me that I can't because of sme lame excuse. They don't trust me. It hurts, I thought they did, but they're just big liars.