I dreamt last night that I was at a carnival. I was with a girl from Northland, but I can't remember who (Taryn? Lauren? Alex?). So we're walking along and we go in this random tent that I believe had pastries and tables to eat the pastries in it. All the sudden Jack Droppers shows up with this random overweight girl (who's in a turquoise polo). I say hi and hug Jack and then hug his friend (the girl).
I start to ask who she is and all the sudden, as if it was the most natural/usual thing in the world, Jack slips his arm around my waist. I was a little startled at first, but didn't try to stop him or move his arm. Pretty soon, though he never asked me, we were dating. Well, it was like him slipping his arm 'round my waist his way of asking me out.
Jack, *northland girl*, and I went up to some chic lounge in a tall building (that was at the carnival) and hung out there the rest of the day.
It was a weird dream. Does it mean anything?
Lately I've been struggling with the fact that I'm not super skinny and how badly I want to be super skinny AND I just bought the exact same turquoise polo that Jack's friend was wearing. See the connection? She was fat and wearing the same shirt I have, and he left her without paying any attention to her.
But he left her for me. That's weird. Maybe the fat girl represented reality and I represented my subconscious.


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