I've been dealing a lot with guys and my feelings in general towards them. Christmas Camp brought a lot into the light for me. I rely so much on guys for my selfworth and that's obviously not good. I need to find myself in Christ -especially before I think about boys.
Also, before Christmas Camp I felt really confident about my faith and what I was doing. I guess I kinda felt like, super-christian. Now I feel like I've been thrown off this path I was going down and am totally in the middle of nowhere, there's not even ground beneath my feet to choose a direction. I feel as if God wants me to start all over with him, as if I've never met Him before.
About Me
- Kiwi
- I am the kind of person who washes and re-uses plastic baggies and tin foil, but will fall in love with and spend an exorbitant amount on a beautiful dress. And yes, I cry at Jif Peanut Butter ads every time.
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