WAHH!

I WISH I HAD GONE TO SHOPE'S PARTY! I WANT TO BE THERE. I'm crying. Almost sobbing. I want to go.


I don't know why I didn't.

Probly 'cus I knew my mom didn't want to come pick me up...she'd be "dissapointed" I chose to stay out so late too because I "need sleep."


She's always saying how proud she is of me and how mature I am because I choose not to go to my friends' parties and I guess I feel like she'll be dissapointed if I do go.

I wish I had realized that earlier!
I want to see him before he leaves.
Now it's too late.